Perhaps he needs to see physiology doctor and I need to see psychological doctor. What is feminine happiness Love Become a bride Be pregnant Do mom Resemble a lightning happily, delimit from my sky and pass, it is dazzling even brightly so, the develops me field of vision of its shining, the eye on my narrow one’s eyes, when still having not enough time to open eye careful scrutiny again, it already flash and over, jumped my line of sight. The course is enchanted the love with heartbreak, through the anguish of the heart and body, through sweetness and false promises, the course is yearning with confused happiness, I already slump, I am more than imagination is worn, I am lying silently, the punch-drunk person of a white looks at me, I had been taken a kind of medicine, without anguish, without consciousness, of my meeting heavy sleep toward, glance finally my crooked, I had held him in the arms again without effort even, next I awake no longer. All notting have a kind of apple, all uneasiness, all and self-abased, all confess, all and wrong, all love and do not love, all true the acceptance with the holiday, the happiness in all imaginations, did not have, got settlement. I think even choice hereat, just was to choose true disengagement, just be truly happy ending.
Those who ended money and pester, those who ended morality and bosom friend pester, ended love and be pestered with what do not love by love love, ended what ego struggles to wake up to reality with ego to pester. Everything ended, I am imagining him in suspension to be in a certain church sky, huge space, deserted, the housetop of high round circle, the canvas of multicoloured is all around, side side is buzzing sound, my heart why make sound I begin by rapid whirl, begin chaos of ambiguous, muddy my at the moment, I feel my fast died, perhaps say I feel I was about to do not have breath, I am about to disappear.